884: The Idiot

title: 884: The Idiot
author: This American Life
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Act One: Act One
Ira Glass
From WBEZ Chicago, it's
This
American
Life.
I'm Ira Glass. And I am joined in the studio by M. Gessen.
Ira Glass
Hello.
M. Gessen
Hi, Ira.
Ira Glass
It's so nice to have you back here.
M. Gessen
It's always lovely to be here.
Ira Glass
And the story that you're about to tell today is one that you've been telling for years?
M. Gessen
Yeah. First it was just, there was something weird going on in my family, but also insane ways that my family talks about these crazy events.
Ira Glass
And is this story a story that when you would tell it to friends and loved ones, was it a funny story?
M. Gessen
I hesitate to say that it was a funny story, but yes. Yes, Ira, it was a funny story. And I mean, maybe that's also just the only way that we can deal with things that are unbelievable. It wasn't until I started reporting it that I realized how horrible the story actually was.
Ira Glass
And when you started to report it-- this was years ago-- originally this was going to be a story for
This
American
Life.
And then at some point it just got too big. Like, it was like, we cannot contain this in one episode of our show. And you turned it into this podcast with
Serial.
M. Gessen
Yes.
Ira Glass
And it's now a five-part series with
Serial
that was released this week. And you've been doing read throughs of drafts as you've been writing drafts that I've sat in on. And I just want to say, I just, I love this show and feel like this show is so different from other podcasts that I have heard in a bunch of interesting ways. And what we're going to do today on our program is we're going to walk through enough of the story so that listeners here can hear what I'm hearing in it. And then if they want, they can go and listen to the whole thing.
From WBEZ Chicago, it's
This
American
Life,
I'm Ira Glass. That's going to be our show today, and we're going to begin by playing the first episode of the series, which is almost like a prologue and sets the whole thing up. Is there anything else that we should say before we play that?
M. Gessen
No, I think we can jump in.
Ira Glass
OK, let's just jump right in with that.
Act Two: Act Two
M. Gessen
My family, if I had to give it an adjective, is elastic. 45 years ago, my parents, my little brother, and I came over to this country from the Soviet Union, extending the family across continents. Over the decades, the family, my father really, stretched to absorb spouses, in-laws, even though they spoke a different language, children, both biological and adopted. Ex-spouses who chose to stick around, and eventually grandchildren.
Over those same decades, as in any family, people made bad decisions, said things they hoped no one would remember, got mad at each other, held grudges, came around, and the family stretched as needed. And then it snapped. Someone did something that bad, that shocking.
That person was my cousin, Allen. He and his mother, my father's sister, Lenna, came to the US from Moscow in 1990, when Allen was 15. They stayed with my parents and brother for almost a year. By the time they arrived, I no longer lived at home, so I didn't have much of a relationship with them. I never really wanted to because I didn't like my aunt. And as Allen grew up, I realized even from a distance that I didn't particularly like him either.
Allen is a clown, a blowhard, a pompous ass. He would call himself an entrepreneur. He started his first business in college. He hired students to ghostwrite papers for other, wealthier students. He went to law school and got fired from his first job. He later told me this was because his fine legal mind made the other lawyers insecure.
Then he lived in Russia, Ukraine, Zimbabwe, working a series of increasingly shady jobs. In Africa, he was involved with diamonds and worked with an Israeli company that provided security for mining. If someone had set out to write an unlikeable international huckster character, they couldn't have laid it on any thicker.
Allen married a Zimbabwean woman. Word in the family was that she had been that country's beauty queen. They had two kids. Last I knew, all of them, including my aunt Lenna, were living in Moscow. And then in the summer of 2019, everyone on the American side of the family got a Facebook message from Allen, informing us that he had arrived in the US with his five-year-old son, who I'm going to call O.
Allen wrote they'd come for O to quote, "commence his studies." I repeat, O was five. His wife, he wrote, was still in Russia with their baby daughter. They had separated. Allen added ominously, quote, "things are less than amicable. She might make attempts to contact you with requests detrimental to mine and O's interests," unquote.
I immediately texted my brother Keith, who was closer to Allen. So our cousin has kidnapped his son and abandoned his daughter? "The answer would appear to be maybe," my brother responded. Just a note, this isn't the big shocking thing I was talking about earlier. We're still a few years away from that.
I called my dad. He told me that Allen had just shown up at his house on Cape Cod without warning. His five-year-old son was with him, as was Lenna, my dad's sister. I asked my dad if we should do something about the maybe kidnapping. Like, I don't know, contact the FBI? This was the wrong thing to say to a guy who grew up in the Soviet Union. He would never call the authorities on his sister and nephew. What he did do was post a picture of O on Facebook, perhaps a message in a bottle for O's mom. Sure enough, my father immediately heard from her.
Her name is Priscilla. Priscilla wrote to my dad describing the ordeal she was enduring. She said she had gone on a short business trip to Zimbabwe, and when she returned, she discovered that Allen had left with their son. It had been about a week, and only now from seeing my father's Facebook post, was she learning anything more.
Priscilla wrote, "I beg you, please to help me get my son back, or to at least speak to him. Please do not tell them I have written to you. If you are unable to help me, then just ignore my message."
Alex
I received a long, long letter from Priscilla, but I just ignored it.
M. Gessen
My father can be quite literal.
M. Gessen
So what did you think was going on then? Did you think she was lying or--
Alex
Honestly, I didn't pay much attention. I don't know. No. I understood that something was wrong with their marriage. But beyond that, no.
M. Gessen
Like I said, my family's elastic. To keep it that way, my father preferred not to know too much. And it wasn't just him. My three younger brothers, their partners, my own grown son, assorted friends of my father's, everyone acted like, hey, sometimes men and their mothers just change continents with a five-year-old in tow.
And here's the thing. They were fun. My father loves having family around. The whole reason he lives in a big house on Cape Cod is so that his four kids and five grandkids gather around him. But the house has seen better days. And all the kids and some of the grandkids have busy lives. Allen and Lenna and O's arrival on the scene breathed new life into the house and the family.
Lenna would come up with ridiculous activities like let's write the Gessen family anthem, and was always taking black and white pictures that made us all look like more stylish versions of ourselves. Allen was always driving up in his Tesla with new gadgets and tales of new business ventures.
I found him ridiculous, but my youngest brothers and my oldest son hung on every word. Allen would sit on the couch with these very young men and scroll through pictures of women on Tinder. They all looked like models. Allen was bald as a billiard ball and had a giant protruding belly. He claimed that he had matched with all of those women.
After a while, Allen was eager to talk about why he had taken O. He claimed that Priscilla was a bad mother. She partied all the time. She did drugs. She cheated on Allen. To me, these sounded like good reasons to get a divorce, not to take your child from his mother.
Lenna had her own complaints. She said Priscilla didn't read to her child, and perhaps even worse, didn't read books herself. The only book she kept in the house, Lenna claimed, was the Bible. I thought, wait, this was why Lenna and Allen took Priscilla's son away? There are few things that I think justify separating a kid from his parent, but Lenna and Allen didn't seem to think that much justification was required.
I couldn't stop thinking about what Priscilla must be going through. Without telling anyone in the family, I decided to reach out to her. I had met her only a couple of times and barely had a sense of her. I knew that she worked in fashion. I knew from Lenna that Priscilla's father owned a huge farm in Zimbabwe. And I knew that she would have no reason to trust me. I wasn't sure she'd respond. I texted her that I knew only Lenna and Allen's side of the story.
Priscilla wrote back right away. She was stuck in Russia. Her daughter, whom I'll call L, had been born via surrogacy because Priscilla was unable to carry a pregnancy to term. The baby was eight months old, but Priscilla still didn't have a birth certificate for her, which meant that they couldn't leave the country.
We traded short messages back and forth. Our exchange was friendly, but guarded. I didn't want to overstep, and I think Priscilla tried to say only what needed to be said. It was enough for me to sense that she was in anguish, and I was horrified. How could this woman's child just be taken away from her? How could my family just sit by? And what was going to happen to O now?
Priscilla told me that the Russian police would not help her. The Zimbabwean embassy said that she could file a petition under the Hague Convention, a treaty that specifically addresses situations when one parent abducts a child and takes them to another country. But Priscilla needed legal help in the US. I could be useful here.
I called a friend who connected Priscilla with a person in the Justice Department who specializes in these kinds of cases. Priscilla also needed Lenna, Allen, and O's physical address in the States so she could begin the Hague process. This I could definitely help with. I knew that they'd left Cape Cod for New York, which is where I live.
I invited my aunt, cousin, and nephew over for dinner. Allen was away on business, so Lenna arrived with O, who got conscripted into a human pyramid by the young people of my household. As I slid turkey steaks into the oven, I asked Lenna the question all New York City parents ask all other New York City parents, where will O go to school? He was about to turn six.
Lenna said that she had no idea how schools even functioned in the city. Do let me explain this to you, I said, and took out my phone. What is your address? Let's see what district that is. Bingo. I had their address. I sent it to Priscilla. Some weeks later, apparently on a lark, they moved to Massachusetts. I figured out that address, too.
I was a double agent now. I tracked Lenna, Allen, and O through their Facebook posts, messages to the family chat, and occasional weekends at my father's house on Cape Cod. When they moved to a new house, I let Priscilla know. If I had news about O, I texted Priscilla. Sometimes she'd just ask for reassurance that he was all right.
From all the men in my family, my father, my three brothers, and my son, I hid the fact that I was in touch with Priscilla. I thought they'd see what I was doing as disloyal and might rat me out to Allen. My daughter knew. It was a little bit exciting, but it also gave me an excuse for maintaining peace with my newly enlarged family.
But the more I hung out with them, the more I just hung out with them. O was growing. Allen and Lenna were building a life. I watched. Sometimes I caught myself thinking that it was a pretty good life. Allen, Lenna, and O moved into a farmhouse in Concord, Massachusetts. Lenna furnished it stylishly. They seemed to spend most of their time actively raising O. They enrolled him in Jewish school, violin lessons, fencing, horseback riding. And I'm sure I'm still forgetting something.
They dressed O like a tiny little gentleman, complete with brogues and fedora hats. And by some sort of miracle, the result wasn't annoying. O was a delight, curious, entertaining without being overbearing, and unfailingly polite. He seemed happy. Whatever damage being separated from his mother had done, I couldn't see it. What I could see was that he was doted on and thriving. To put it another way, and it wasn't easy for me to admit that I was seeing this, Allen seemed like a great dad, kind, attentive, devoted, and fun.
Two years passed like this. Eventually, Priscilla and L, who was now a toddler, made it to the United States. I hadn't messaged with Priscilla in over a year, but I heard from my father that Priscilla's claim, filed under the Hague Convention, was going to be heard in federal court in Boston. The case would probably drag on for a while, but I assumed that Priscilla would now be able to see her son.
And then there it was on social media. Priscilla posted a picture of herself embracing O. I liked the picture. I figured my job was done, my time as a double agent long over.
About four months later, Allen was arrested for kidnapping O. Not for the time he took O from Russia. This was new.
Ira Glass
That incident, which I need to say, is still not the big shocking thing that rocked Masha's family. That's coming up. Stay with us.
Act Three: Act Three
Ira Glass
This is
American
Life.
Let's just pick up with M. Gessen's story where we left off-- Allen taking O a second time.
M. Gessen
Allen was arrested in Montreal at the airport when he, Lenna, and O were waiting to board a flight to London without, apparently, Priscilla's knowledge. This time Allen went to jail. But no, this arrest and what Allen did to get himself arrested weren't the things that shocked my family.
We didn't exactly act like Allen's arrest was normal. We acted like it was absurd. I entertained my friends with stories of my serial kidnapper cousin. Lenna kept the family updated with over-dramatic notes on the Facebook family chat, and at least one video from Canada in which Allen, wearing a striped uniform, sings her a Russian prison song.
[RUSSIAN SINGING]
It looked like a cartoon.
Allen spent a couple of weeks in Canadian detention, then another few weeks in a jail in upstate New York, and was finally released on his own recognizance to await trial in Massachusetts. O was now living with Priscilla.
Allen got out of jail in February 2022. A couple of months after that, he sent out a missive on the family chat, as self-important as the one that began this whole story. This time, he was telling us that he and Priscilla had resolved their battle, which actually turned out to be true. They would now have shared custody of both kids. Allen said he was very pleased.
I thought, my God, did you have to go through all this, absconding with your son twice, keeping him separated from his mother for more than two years, just to arrive at a standard 50/50 custody agreement? This, child support and shared custody, is the boring end of this crazy story? I felt a little relieved and a little dumb, like maybe I bought too fully into other people's drama.
Kidnapping charges against Allen were pending. They would later be dropped. And still, Priscilla was able to reach a peace agreement with Allen, after all he'd apparently put her and their son through. Well, maybe this was just the way they did things, with extreme flair.
Alex
Then, yeah, a kind of exotic part started.
M. Gessen
Then it happened. The thing, the bomb that went off in the middle of my family.
Alex
So the day before, Allen called me and said that he promised his kids to take them camping.
M. Gessen
July 2022. Under the new custody arrangement, it was Allen's weekend with the kids. He asked my dad, hey, do you mind if me, my mom, and the kids camp out in your backyard on Cape Cod?
Alex
I said, of course. So they came. They brought some huge, huge tent. I never saw such a tent before, with a lot of furniture, and lights, and devices.
M. Gessen
Solar chargers, rugs, two full mattresses, a treasure trunk with, uh, treasures, I guess? It was very Allen-- awesome, spectacular, ridiculous. Though later it occurred to me that this time, at least, there may have been a point to this. He wanted everyone to remember his camping trip to my father's backyard.
Because it was summer, my father's house was full. Two of my younger brothers, one of them with his girlfriend, were there. Everyone had a nice dinner together and then went to bed, some people in the house, and Allen, Lenna, and the kids in the tent. And then around 6:00 the next morning, the dog, Alton, started going nuts. Someone was banging on the front door.
Alex
So I opened the door a bit because not to let Alton out. Also, I didn't put my trousers on yet. And the guy, the policeman said, we are state police. Could you step out with your phone?
M. Gessen
My dad is surprised, but he's not panicking. He goes to get his pants and his phone.
Alex
But by that time, because of all this noise and commotion and Alton's barking, Allosha woke up.
M. Gessen
Allosha is my cousin's Russian diminutive.
Alex
Allen, and he came to the house to see what is going on. And the police figured out that they are looking for him and not for me.
M. Gessen
FBI agents go around the house, banging on doors, and make everyone sit down on the couches in the living room. No one understands what's going on. But soon, through the picture windows that look out on the backyard, they see two male FBI agents take Allen away in handcuffs.
Then a female agent escorts the kids to another car. They all drive off. State troopers follow. Lenna leaves too.
M. Gessen
And did you know, once everybody left, did you have any idea what he had been arrested for?
Alex
Not immediately, but then I learned from Lenna about that. She was-- she was totally lost. But the only thing she knew that what was in this paper they gave her.
M. Gessen
What was in the paper?
Alex
Well, that he is arrested for-- I don't remember. But murder for hire was there. Yes.
M. Gessen
And did you have any idea who he might have hired somebody to murder?
Alex
Uh, it didn't take long.
M. Gessen
It was Priscilla. Allen, it seemed, had hired someone to kill Priscilla.
Alex
The question was if it was true or not. That's another story.
M. Gessen
Some of us took the news in faster than others. The day after Allen's arrest, my brother Keith and I had a fight over the Justice Department press release, which identified the target only as PC. I was saying that it was obviously Priscilla, whose last name begins with a C. He was saying that it was obviously not Priscilla. Lenna kept telling everyone that Allen had been set up by business rivals, or Russian agents, or the FBI, or someone.
But over the course of a few days, it sank in. My cousin had been caught hiring someone to murder his ex-wife, the mother of his children. This was when it felt like we snapped. I certainly snapped. I was shocked at how shocked I was. It's not that I felt bad for Allen or Lenna. It's just, how does something like this happen? How had it happened right here in my family, in between our silly dinners, and chess games, and kids' birthday parties?
In theory, I knew that this kind of thing can happen in any family. Anyone's first cousin could be plotting murder. Upstanding citizens are always turning out to be secret criminals, and I wouldn't even call Allen an upstanding citizen. But it's one thing to know and another thing to understand.
I'm a reporter. At some of the hardest times in my life, when I faced a dire medical diagnosis, I put on my reporter's hat and asked everyone a lot of questions. It has allowed me to wrap my mind around unthinkable things before. Allen was in jail awaiting trial, so my project had to begin with Priscilla, who was thankfully alive. What she told me was so much worse than what I thought I knew. That's next time. From Serial Productions and
The
New
York
Times
I'm M. Gessen, and this is
The
Idiot.
Act 3
Ira Glass
OK, so that is the first episode of your new podcast,
The
Idiot.
Does Allen know the name of the show yet?
M. Gessen
You know-- I mean, obviously there are some parts of that title that might be appealing to Allen. It's reference to a classic work of Russian literature.
Ira Glass
Dostoyevsky.
M. Gessen
Dostoyevsky's novel,
The
Idiot.
And I think there's a little bit of kindness in that title. I think that I'm giving him the grace of perceiving what he did is just an incredibly dumb thing, and not only a very scary, mean, and evil thing. And also, he's very lucky that he was bad enough at trying to hire a killer that everyone, in the end, is alive, and he's serving only a 10-year sentence.
Ira Glass
Yeah. So after that, you began reporting, and as you say at the end of episode one, you start with Priscilla. What happens?
M. Gessen
I'd only met Priscilla a couple of times in my life. I didn't know her. I just knew she was this sort of beautiful, poised woman who'd been through hell at this point and had come to the US to try to get custody back of her child. But I didn't know how the story had unfolded for her. So let me play an excerpt from that conversation. I started with something that had mystified me for a long time.
M. Gessen
So can you tell me what you saw in Allen when you first met him?
Priscilla
[LAUGHS] Wow. I think, like most people that meet him, the first time you meet him, he's very charismatic.
M. Gessen
This was 2011 at a party in Harare, the capital of Zimbabwe. Allen was there on business, scoping out investment opportunities for Ukrainian oligarchs. He was hustling. As my son described him once, he was an egg who knows how to talk to people.
M. Gessen
And did that seem appealing?
Priscilla
It did. I'll be honest, I was 30 when I met him. It seemed very appealing, and it was very different from anybody that I had met. So different was interesting. He came from a very different part of the world, which I knew nothing about, which was also exciting in its own regard.
M. Gessen
It wasn't just exciting. It was convenient in a way. Allen was unreadable to Priscilla the way someone from Zimbabwe might be. She could project her desires onto him, including her desire for success. Priscilla was working at a new lifestyle magazine and had launched Zimbabwe's annual Fashion Week. She wanted a life that was big and fast, like Allen's. And it's true that Allen seemed to know how to make big, fast money and spend it.
Priscilla
It's like, oh, let's go to Joburg. I'm like, OK. You get up and you go, just at the drop of a hat. And then we would go here and there, and here and there. So it was very exciting. The only strange thing that happened at the beginning of our relationship when his mom came.
M. Gessen
Right. One of those hiccups that happen early on in a romance and should raise a giant red flag, but somehow never do. My aunt Lenna came to visit a few months into their relationship. She joined Allen and Priscilla on a trip to the countryside.
Priscilla
We went on a trip to Kariba. It's a big lake in Zimbabwe. And I think it was like on the second day or something. We had a disagreement, like a fight. And he left our room and I didn't know that he had done this, but he went to his mom's room. And I found him later, I was walking past her room and she had these doors that opened out. So I just looked in and I saw him, like lying on her bed, and she was like, lying there, like stroking his hair. I found that-- well, his head.
I found that so weird. I was like, wow, this is a grown man. And it seemed a little too intimate for me. In my culture, I guess maybe because we're very distant, you don't even hug. Like you wouldn't hug your father, because it's a little too intimate. So for an adult to be lying on his mother's bed, and for her to actually be, it just seemed very peculiar. I saw that, and I was like, OK.
Ira Glass
And as the series unfolds, Lenna and Allen's relationship is one of the things that you talk about more. Did you talk to Lenna for this story?
M. Gessen
I didn't. She didn't want to talk to me.
Ira Glass
And so you're interviewing Priscilla. And the stories that she's telling you, you knew the basic plot points of-- the first time they took O, the second time they took O. What did you learn that you hadn't known?
M. Gessen
So now I realize that knowing those two plot points, which were two and a half years apart, is a little bit like knowing the date the war began and the date the war ended. And like, I didn't know about all the carnage that had happened in between. At first, she was stranded in Moscow. She didn't really have any way to support herself in Moscow. She's a Zimbabwean woman who doesn't speak Russian. And that dragged on for months. And then she got back to Zimbabwe. She thought she was getting back to her regular life, from which she was going to try to make it to the US to get O back.
And then things just start happening to her in Zimbabwe. She gets beaten up by thugs. She gets picked up on drug charges. She gets picked up again and thrown into prison for two weeks. And she thinks that Allen is behind all of this. Allen denies that he had any involvement.
Ira Glass
And then eventually, she goes through all of this, and she eventually gets to the United States, right?
M. Gessen
She eventually gets to the United States. It doesn't mean that she's going to get custody or even visits with her son because at this point, it's been two and a half years. But she does get to see him for the first time since he was taken from her.
Ira Glass
Wait, and so now he's how old?
M. Gessen
So now he is like eight years old.
Ira Glass
Oh my God, so from five to eight, she hadn't seen him?
M. Gessen
And also, she doesn't know what his grandmother and his father have been telling him about her.
Ira Glass
Yeah, let's play an excerpt of this part of the episode. So this is Priscilla explaining about seeing her son for the first time after that two-year year absence.
M. Gessen
When did you see him for the first time?
Priscilla
I saw him that weekend on the Sunday for the first time. It's so strange. I almost can't remember how I felt. I know I didn't cry. I couldn't cry. I think I just looked at him. I just stared at him for a while.
M. Gessen
Can you describe that meeting? I mean, you had to meet outside, I think, right?
Priscilla
Yeah. We met at a little tea house in the town where Allen was living, Concord. It's called Concord Tea Cakes, actually. So he was sitting outside. I saw him sitting there, and he was sitting by himself. Allen was inside the shop. When I approached him, I could actually see that he was shaking. He just seemed so small and so scared.
M. Gessen
What had her little boy been thinking for the past two years? Why did he think his mother wasn't with him? What had Allen told him? O knew that Priscilla had been in prison. What other stories about her had taken hold in his mind?
Priscilla
And I kind of felt-- I felt helpless in a way, you know? I just said, hi. I didn't try to touch him because I could tell that he was scared. So I just said, hi. And then I just sat next to him, and I let him come to me.
M. Gessen
Do you remember anything he said to you?
Priscilla
He asked me for this porridge that he used to like. He had loved it since he was a baby, and he called it blue porridge. He just said to me, did you bring blue porridge? I said, yeah. They make it in Zimbabwe. And I had carried it with me. He asked me to make it for him, immediately. And I did, like in a little cup with warm water. I made it for him and he ate it. And yeah, I knew that he would slowly remember me and things would get back to where they were, if he could remember simple things like that. Yeah.
M. Gessen
That was just so heartbreaking to listen and to imagine.
Ira Glass
Yeah. And then you also talked about the second time Allen and Lenna take O, the one for which he was charged with kidnapping.
M. Gessen
Yeah. So this is the scene at the Montreal airport where they think they're going to board a flight to London, and instead Allen gets arrested. And it had been reduced to this ridiculous story that Lenna told in this over-the-top way. And I would quote from her wacky Facebook messages-- to close friends.
Ira Glass
Yeah.
M. Gessen
And hearing the story from Priscilla's perspective, which is really O's perspective, just how absolutely terrifying it was for him. He's a little boy. That's his dad, who gets tackled by several armed, uniformed men and thrown to the ground. He gets dragged off. O gets taken into foster care for two days before Priscilla can come and pick him up. And again, she's separated from him. Like, it's the distance. It's the International border. It's just the pain of it is kind of unbearable.
Ira Glass
Yeah. And so then another thing that you did in your reporting is that you went to Allen's trial for attempted murder.
M. Gessen
So the trial didn't happen for another 10 months, which is pretty normal. It's in federal court in San Francisco. So I went to the trial. And by that point, I think I fully believed that Allen had taken out a hit on Priscilla. I had tried and convicted him in my mind. But I think most other members of my family, including Priscilla, were waiting for something to emerge during the trial that would make it easier to take, something that would make it seem like not such a horrible thing.
Ira Glass
Like maybe it wasn't true, or maybe it was true in some way that it wasn't quite so bad?
M. Gessen
Which I can't imagine what it would be. And I'm not sure they could either, but they were sort of holding out hope that something would explain it away.
Ira Glass
Did you go to Allen's trial partly to convince your family of his guilt?
M. Gessen
Absolutely.
Ira Glass
I have to say that makes this podcast so different from any podcast I've ever heard, that it has this second mission, in addition to the mission of let's find out the truth of what happened. It's so directed at your family to nail this down so everybody can agree on the truth.
M. Gessen
Well, it's important in a family to have a common truth, especially about your relatives. But it got weirder as it went on.
Ira Glass
OK, so let's just take a break. And when we come back, we'll go to the trial, which includes recordings of Allen arranging for the hit, which feel, I have to say, way less like
The
Sopranos
and way more like
Parks
and
Rec.
All of that will be in a minute from Chicago Public Radio when our program continues.
Credits
Ira Glass
It's
This
American
Life. I'm Ira Glass. Today's program,
The
Idiot.
We're playing excerpts from M. Gessen's new podcast, new
Serial
podcast called
The
Idiot.
And M. Is here with me.
And so now we get to an incredible part of the story, which is the trial, because for the first time, Masha, you get to hear the details of how Allen arranged for the hit on his own wife, and you actually get to hear the undercover recordings of Allen meeting with the supposed hitman, who's actually an FBI agent. And just explain, why was this FBI man meeting with Allen in the first place?
M. Gessen
So this is something that began as a money laundering investigation into this guy named Alex Kisolov, who was one of Allen's business partners. And then this business partner asks one of these agents, who he thinks is a mobster, but also maybe connected to the government somehow-- it's not clear what he thinks the guy is. So the business partner asks them to help Allen out because Allen has a problem with his ex-wife.
And that's how we get to this meeting between Allen and the undercover, who is going by the name David. And so Allen thinks that he's meeting with David to arrange to bribe a government official to get Priscilla deported.
David
This is UCE 4-7-3-5, and today is Thursday, June 2, 2022. It's approximately 11:55 AM, and this is a recording with Allen Gessen. The meeting is taking place at the Boca Raton Resort, Boca Raton, Florida.
M. Gessen
David had told Allen to meet him at the Boca Raton in Boca Raton-- you know those places that added "The" to the name of the actual place to indicate that it's everything you ever imagined, but so much more. This resort has 19 bars and restaurants and four beach options. The Boca Raton.
Allen drives up in a white rental car, an Audi sedan. The jury was shown surveillance photos. He meets David in the lobby, which is like an Italian castle, Florida version. David is wearing a wire, which as you're about to hear, is not great for field recording.
David
Yeah, Allen. Hey sorry. How are you?
Allen
How are you.
David
How you doing?
Allen
Good.
M. Gessen
They fist bump. Allen is wearing what looks like a black cashmere sweater. David is dressed in all black, polo shirt, shiny, pointy black shoes. They're not dressed for Florida. Everyone around them is wearing light colors, but they're dressed to perform their roles.
Allen is being international man of mystery. David is going full mafioso. They're macho. They're gangsters. They are The Allen and The David at The Boca Raton.
David
Yeah, how are you?
Allen
Excellent.
David
Thanks for coming up. I appreciate it.
Allen
No, 100%.
David
Yeah, yeah.
Allen
I realized my picture had a period than this.
David
I was like, what's going on--
M. Gessen
They take a shuttle to one of The Boca Raton's restaurants, the Marisol, where the seating is couches in earth tones and the view is beach umbrellas as far as the eye can see. On the way, Allen summarizes his very impressive career.
Allen
In 2010, I started a massive diamond mining project in South Africa, [INAUDIBLE] Congo, Angola, and Namibia. We had several miles--
M. Gessen
Millions of dollars, some misadventures, and a triumph or two later, Allen gets to the story of his marriage.
Allen
But I got-- but I went to Zimbabwe once to explore some opportunities there and met this incredibly beautiful woman, which was the end of me.
David
Miss Priscilla?
Allen
Yeah.
David
Listen, I always say it's the bitches that'll get you. It sounds like your problem. Yeah.
M. Gessen
David testified in court that the character he was playing was crass. He seemed to have that part down. At the restaurant, it's David's turn to talk about how impressive and real he is.
David
So we have a lot of, obviously, business in South America. I'm sure Alex has told you. So my clients are in Cartagena. They're all-- I'm going to tell you right now, they're all cartel-level guys. They're all badasses. They are the real deal. When I talk-- they don't have "fuck you" money. They have "fuck everyone" money. You're talking hundreds of millions of dollars.
I don't touch the product side. I don't want to-- I don't want to have anything fucking to do with the fucking coke. I don't want to do anything with any of that shit. But I just do the money stuff. I set up companies and we launder money and that's it. And it's been great. I've been doing it for 15, 20 years.
M. Gessen
Having established they're gangster bonafides, Allen and the undercover talk business. There are two items on the agenda, the bulletproof vest factory Allen wants to build, and Priscilla.
David
Look, I understand through Alex that you have some problems. I get it. We have a solution for you. But I guess the question is, in a perfect world, tell me what you want. Tell me what you, like-- and there's a blank slate. Just tell me what you want.
M. Gessen
Allen says he wants Priscilla deported. He needs this for peace of mind.
Allen
And not be able to come and harass us.
David
All right.
M. Gessen
He doesn't want her to, quote, "be able to come and harass us ever again." He then explains what he means by harass. A few months earlier, Priscilla had the nerve to tell the police that he had kidnapped O. But he had in fact been arrested for taking O across the border to Canada and spent five weeks in jail, and was now awaiting trial on kidnapping charges. He tells David, let's just say that I'm a little bit pissed off.
Allen
Let's just say that I'm a little bit pissed off.
David
Yeah, yeah, no, I get it. Yeah.
Allen
But it's a woman who will go the length of the world to make my life miserable.
David
Yeah.
M. Gessen
"But it's a woman who will go the length of the world to make my life miserable," Allen says. Women, am I right?
David
Yeah I'm telling you, man. Yeah, like I said, historically, over time, men have made the worst decisions, you know, when it comes to women. You know, I don't know what it is, that aphrodisiac, it's that weakness, our Achilles heel. But yeah, I understand that. I wish I'd have known you earlier, because a lot of that shit we could have cleaned up. There's no doubt about that. Let's just put it this way, that would never have happened in my family.
M. Gessen
Amid all this, bro-y, gangstery, hot air, the vaguest outlines of a plan appear. A bribe will be paid. Some government officials will pull some strings, and Priscilla will be ordered to leave the country. And it will cost $100,000. At first, Allen seems taken aback by the price tag.
David
OK.
Allen
Now, I'll need to check with Alex because he was going to handle the material side of things. Because he never mentioned to me any-- like, he didn't mention to me the payment side.
M. Gessen
Kisolov didn't discuss the money with Allen, he explains, but he quickly recovers from the sticker shock.
Allen
The price is eminently reasonable.
David
OK.
Allen
For what it's worth. So there's no question that it's--
David
Right.
Allen
--it's a good investment.
M. Gessen
A good investment. Allen's done the math. He'd pay more in child support.
Allen
I'll pay more in child support.
David
Oh, yeah. You would. Yeah, I can guarantee you.
Allen
If it didn't happen--
David
Yeah.
M. Gessen
After everything Priscilla had gone through to get to the US to see her son again, Allen was going to send her back to Zimbabwe. After everything O had gone through, being separated from his mother for two and a half years, meeting her again, watching his father get arrested, going to live with his mother and a sister he barely knew, Allen was going to yank him away from Priscilla again. And he was going to deprive L, who was three, of the only parent she had ever known, all for the eminently reasonable price of $100,000.
And we hadn't even gotten to the murder-for-hire plot yet. So on the tape, Allen and David move on to the details of the bulletproof vest factory scheme. This part of the conversation goes a little less smoothly. Allen had it all figured out. They'd get US government funding and build a factory, and he thought David was in a position to get him that money.
David, though, is much more interested in the bribe part. In court, he testified that he went to the meeting expecting to talk about the deportation scheme, not the factory, but he is nimble. He tells Allen that he could bring in money from the Colombian drug cartels to invest in the factory. Remember, the FBI has been trying for years to get Kisolov and now Allen on money laundering. But Allen isn't really incriminating himself. He actually expresses some concerns about the drug money.
After an hour or so, the conversation turns back to Priscilla. Allen says, quote, "the first order of business is to get her the fuck out of here," end quote. To get Priscilla deported, or-- and this is where he suddenly, offhandedly, turns the conversation in a different direction. This is the heart of the prosecution's case. Let's listen carefully.
David
Yeah.
Allen
Incidentally, if there's a cheaper way to get rid of her, I'm happy to do it, of course.
M. Gessen
If there's a cheaper way to get rid of her.
David
I mean, listen, I have family in your area.
M. Gessen
Remember, David is supposed to be a mafioso. That's the kind of family he's talking about. A minute later, he will refer to friends in the North End, historically an Italian neighborhood in Boston. He is opening, for Allen, a door to the underworld.
David
So, I don't know how to say this, but there is a cheaper way and probably a more permanent way to do it, but--
M. Gessen
A more permanent way. In case Allen didn't understand what David was getting at--
Allen
She's dead.
David
Yeah. I mean, that's up to you.
Allen
Uh, I would like to proceed.
M. Gessen
Allen would like to proceed.
David
That route?
Allen
Yeah.
M. Gessen
The time that elapses between the agent saying, "that's up to you" and Allen's agreement to "proceed" with the more permanent option is a fraction of a second. He doesn't take a breath. He doesn't pretend to consider the decision. He doesn't double check that he understood the agent correctly. He doesn't even ask how much money he'll save by going for the cheaper option. He jumps right in with both feet.
And then it gets worse. Allen says that he had looked into this more permanent option before, that he talked to Israelis, and Eastern Europeans, and Italians, and the lowest estimate he got was $220,000. The prosecutor stopped the tape and repeated what Allen had said. "I researched my sources. The lowest price was 220. And then that is run through the Israelis and Eastern Europe and Italy."
She asked the undercover agent what he had understood Allen to be saying. The agent answered, "my understanding was that Mr. Gessen had already researched the option to kill his wife and had been in conversation, or had done some research with other organized crime syndicates, in this case Israelis or Eastern Europe, for the price of $220,000."
The agent, who had worked on murder-for-hire cases before, testified in court that it was cheap. He'd seen people agree to kill someone for as little as $200.
David
If that's what you want you have to tell me.
M. Gessen
On the tape, David assures Allen that his friends on the north end are more dependable and affordable than those other guys, the Israelis or the Eastern Europeans, and adds that they can get the job done quickly. Allen likes this, and he clarifies, more definite.
Allen
And more-- and more definite.
David
Permanent.
M. Gessen
The prosecutor asked, "when you heard Mr. Gessen say, and more definite, what was your understanding of that?" The agent answered, "more definite is permanent, dead."
I'd seen FBI agents testify in court before. Often I've been skeptical. Their interpretations of what people say to them can be far-fetched. Their entrapment techniques are often crude and mendacious. I've seen cases where the undercover agent talks a person into a crime they had no intention of committing. But this was different.
I couldn't imagine any alternative interpretation of the tape I'd just heard. Allen wanted Priscilla killed, and he wanted David to know that he wanted Priscilla killed. He said that with the bribery scheme, he was worried that Priscilla could fight her deportation in court and maybe even win. Murder is better than deportation that way.
David
Of course, that's-- we could handle that. I just didn't know what your appetite for that was. But if you feel that way we can make that happen. It will be very clean, it'll be quick, and it will be final. But you gotta tell me if that's the route that you want to take.
Allen
My single concern is, I need to be sure that you cannot possibly [? hurt ?] the kids.
David
No.
M. Gessen
This is the only thing that gives Allen pause. He doesn't want the kids to see their mother getting killed.
David
No, no, no. God, please. Yeah, no, no. No, we're all family men. Like, this is strictly business.
Allen
OK, because that was my one concern with that route is that I want to make sure that whoever does this, will make sure it's--
David
No, no, no, no, no, no. No. This would be a very clean, professional job.
M. Gessen
Reassured, Allen asks about the cost.
David
I think it's probably half the cost, to tell you the truth. Yeah.
Allen
It's much easier, much easier.
David
OK.
Allen
Very happy to proceed with it.
David
OK.
M. Gessen
"Very happy to proceed with it."
What a productive meeting for the undercover agent. He came for bribery and was leaving with murder for hire. Now he just needed Allen to confirm that he intended to go through with it so that when Allen eventually went to trial, he couldn't say that he was misunderstood. And now, here we were at that trial, listening to and looking at all the times and all the ways Allen said that, yes, he really meant it. He wanted Priscilla killed.
David
Well, you have to be sure that this is what you're-- OK, all right.
M. Gessen
This is the first time. The agent asks Allen if he is sure. And Allen says, "I'm sure." And he adds--
Allen
I'm sure.
M. Gessen
I'm sure.
Allen
This is not like a spur of the moment or emotional reaction.
David
No, no, no. This sounds like it's been well thought out. Listen yeah, I didn't want to-- I'm glad we talked about it, because that's-- honestly, that's the way I would have handled it. But that's the-- you gotta be comfortable with it, right?
Allen
I'm comfortable.
David
OK, good. All right.
M. Gessen
Allen says that this is not an emotional decision, not spur of the moment. He is comfortable with it.
David
Sometimes they dig their own fucking grave.
Allen
Don't fuck with me.
David
Right, yeah.
M. Gessen
"Don't fuck with me." There's a bit more back and forth. David will need pictures of Priscilla, location, everything for the people who'll do the job. And then, just like that, Allen is showing David pictures of the kids.
Allen
This is my son.
David
Ah, what's his name?
Allen
His name is [BLEEP] And then here's my daughter.
David
Beautiful. Gorgeous.
Allen
We're just getting to know each other.
David
Yeah, gorgeous.
Allen
Beautiful kids.
David
Whose dog is that?
M. Gessen
Beautiful kids, beautiful poodle, beautiful life. The only problem is Priscilla. Surely, after seeing these photos, David would see what a great father Allen was. Surely, he would feel even better about helping Allen get rid of the fly in the ointment. But David has a question. What is this going to do to the kids emotionally?
David
How do we protect the kids? I guess they're too young too. They're young too. But how do we-- how do we protect the kids? Look, they're going to lose their mother, right? She's fucking gone. How do we protect the kids?
Allen
As long as they're not witness to violence.
M. Gessen
"As long as they're not witness to violence." That's the word he used. Violence.
David
No. They're not. They won't be. Yeah, they won't be. I mean, she'll be taken out without them present. Then I guess you can explain how you explain it. But just know that now that I'm seeing pictures of that, I just want to make sure that they're OK. I got a heart, too. Like I fucking-- don't get me wrong, I'll flip the light switch when I need to. But when I look at those kids like that, they're beautiful to me. I just want to make sure they're OK.
M. Gessen
The undercover agent is methodical. He keeps coming closer to saying "she will be killed." And he keeps pushing Allen to consider the hypothetical stakes. The children will lose their mother forever. Allen blithely keeps incriminating himself. As long as the kids wouldn't see the murder happen, he didn't have other concerns.
They wrap up their meeting. Allen has a plane to catch. The undercover agent has a lot to work with.
David
This is UC 4735, and today is Thursday, June 2, 2022. And this is the conclusion of a recorded conversation with Allen Gessen.
Ira Glass
So that all sounds very damning and very conclusive.
M. Gessen
Yeah and then a few other people testified against Allen, including Priscilla. And then Allen took the stand, which is also very unusual for a criminal trial. Usually people don't testify in their own defense, and he tried to convince the jury that he had only wanted Priscilla deported, and that he did not want her killed. And so he went through with his attorney all those exchanges on tape and on text, trying to argue that all of them were just sort of vocabulary misunderstandings.
Ira Glass
And that they were just misunderstanding each other somehow.
M. Gessen
They were just talking at cross purposes.
Ira Glass
And so how does it go over with the jury?
M. Gessen
The jury doesn't buy it. The jury convicted him pretty fast of murder for hire. And then almost a whole year later, he was finally sentenced. And at the sentencing hearing, his lawyer again tried to say that he was only trying to get Priscilla deported, at which point, the judge said, you know, that crime that you're describing is actually called kidnapping, and it's punishable by up to 20 years in prison. So maybe just stop. And then she sentenced him to the maximum, which is 10 years in prison.
Ira Glass
And there's this whole other chapter to this story because once he was incarcerated, you started talking to Allen. You finally talked to Allen, which I feel like when we started on the story, we didn't even know if that would ever happen. We assumed he probably would never talk to you.
M. Gessen
Yeah, I can't even describe how excited I was when I got an email from him saying that he was happy to talk.
Ira Glass
And it was interesting because once you started talking, I remember this so vividly, you were genuinely surprised where the conversations went and how they nudged your own ideas about Allen and who he is.
M. Gessen
So at first, it didn't. At first, he was just trying to sell me what the jury didn't buy, which was that he was framed. He was only trying to get Priscilla deported. But then I think we both proved to be very stubborn, and I was like, OK, well, maybe his job is to try to bullshit me, and my job is to try to cut through the bullshit. And 35 hours of conversations later, I genuinely felt compassion for him.
Ira Glass
And then you ran by Allen, and you add for the audience too, your own theory of the case.
M. Gessen
Which is not Allen's theory, and not exactly the undercover agent David's theory either.
Ira Glass
And we will leave it at that. If people want to hear what that theory is, then they need to listen to the show. The show again, is called
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M. Gessen
Thank you, Ira.
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